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SONGS FOR END TIMES

by EMERY AK

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1.
do you hear the melodies of springtime / and do you feel the clarity of sunlight / do you embrace the ecstasy of living / do you take note of every new beginning chorus: cos it's hard sometimes to keep the hope alive / when every single day's a struggle to get by / and happiness is like a house of cards / all comes tumbling down if you so much as breathe too hard do you ever think about tomorrow / with anything other than dread and sorrow / and do you ever dream of revolution / and do you deal in problems or solutions do you ever feel like nothing's worth it / wonder why nobody torched this wretched earth yet / me too
2.
all the white men on the news trying to endanger us / forget that we've been through some shit we're fucking dangerous / you can try to touch our freedom you can try to take our rights / but soon you'll know exactly just how hard us girls can fight chorus: cos all those fucking tories keep trying to bleed us dry / so raise up your fists and let them hear our battle cry / to stay alive, stay alive, stay alive don't ever let them make you doubt the love you've got is real / don't ever let them make you doubt it matters what you feel / we'll fight for our autonomy no matter what the cost / and if some cunt puts his hands on you then cut them off
3.
pissed 02:48
fuck everything and let's go to the pub / all i really care about are my friends... and drugs / if this place went up in flames i'd still finish my beer / cos there's no compelling reason to live out the year chorus: i'm waiting for the day race, class and gender don't exist / in this hopeless world i'm still hoping for it / yeah against all the odds i'm still betting on it / in the meantime all i want to do is get pissed fuck everything and let's tear up the streets / cause ourselves a noise complaint just to piss off the police / we've been beat so many times but we won't accept defeat / know better than to make peace with the decisions of elites none of this will matter one day / glass is gonna shatter one day / blood is gonna splatter one day / you won't even matter one day
4.
fell asleep at the bar / woke in the morning seeing stars / the feeling of regret / a rush of blood to the head / and i know i've got work / but i can't find a clean shirt / or a single reason not to stay in bed chorus: it's the end of the world we've come to know / and it's so hard to care about tomorrow / when it hurts less just to let go stopped checking my phone / whatever's going on i don't want to know / world war iii's just another excuse to drink myself to sleep / and i'm desperate to feel numb / or just to lose sight of what i'm running from / i work and cry and watch tv and repeat and repeat and repeat but i know i can't go on this way / i know there are people here who need me to stay / the dickheads at the top would prefer it if i died / so just to piss them off i stay alive
5.
must be nice 02:53
must be easier to live if you're a piece of shit / cos everything around you is confirmation you're god's gift / don't need to open your eyes cos you're already justified / never had to sit with your feelings of guilt chorus: well i never quite believed in hell / but if ever there was someone who deserved it / society just rewards your frozen soul / if you've even got such a thing left did you miss the day in preschool when we all learned to listen / did you forget life's not meant to be a cutthroat competition / i've known actual fucking toddlers with a better grasp on sharing / is it memory or morality that's failing must be nice to care about nothing at all / must be nice to wave some cash around and see your problems solved / must be nice to never figure out what happens when you fall / must be nice, must be nice, must be nice
6.
last monday night when i was out ended up at some white ex-con's house / tuesday night when i was merry i threw up in a church cemetery / wednesday night i cracked my head off the post of another stranger's bed / thursday i was keeping it low-key til the bouncer kicked me out of karaoke / and friday night i last remember smoking up outside the scientology centre chorus: forgot my age / forgot my name / i think i've gone and lost it again decided to become a ghost / only drank and ate vodka and toast / cry myself to sleep each night / and never leave the house when it's daylight / my hair's all tangles and split ends / and i'm too fucked up to have real friends / i buy new clothes instead of doing laundry / and there's razor marks all over my body even the president of the mental health society doesn't ever want to be caught dead next to me
7.
it's time to figure out how to do without your faith / for the first time in a lifetime we can't tell ourselves we're ok / chorus: cos it's not going to be all right this time / take a breath, hold on tight are you ready for the onslaught / sound of gunshots in the street / are you ready to scream your lungs out / ready to march til your feet bleed all you can do is try to survive / all you can do is try to be kind / all you can do is try
8.
a quiet hymn 03:52
i think of you on the full moon / when the night sky turns to indigo / with darkness wrapped around me i feel warm / and i think of you when it's midnight / sipping hot tea by the windowsill / i whisper prayers to the stars that you're ok maybe it's stupid but when you're this powerless / just saying words can make it sting a little less / so once again i pray that you're ok i think of you when the dawn comes / i'm ginsoaked and sentimental / i listen to the songs you used to love / and i look at our old photos / like they're snippets from another world / our smiles just looked so different back then maybe we should just put it down to fate / that we had the kind of love this world tries to suffocate / so once again i'll say / hope you're ok you said it wouldn't matter if you left / and maybe you were right / there was no tectonic shift / but that doesn't mean i don't still think of you / cos i think of you every day when this big bad world tries to devour us / thinking of what we had makes it sting a little less / so once again i pray that you're ok
9.
resist the urge to tear yourself to shreds / because the hardest part of this still lies ahead / feels like wolves are after you / they've got a taste for blood / they want to destroy everything you love / but i'm asking you chorus: stay / fight and be brave / don't run away / just because you're afraid / stay and stand your ground / stare those monsters down / stay you and i can survive loneliness / we've known it so many times we've got a tolerance / feels like you are drowning but until the last moment comes / don't let the water into your lungs / i'm telling you i don't want to lose you to a bottle or a noose when there are so few good souls left
10.
welcome home 00:41
no hate no fear / refugees are welcome here / not just desperate kids on life rafts but everyone should be welcome here / and television's toxic / contaminates the blood in your veins / and the thoughts in your brain / but if you look around you'll see it doesn't represent real life / differing viewpoints abound / and for every bastard that says you don't belong / there's a bitch like me that knows they're wrong / and i'll tell them you're a gift / you're a prize / you're stronger than they realise / you're a joy / you're a light / and bigotry is finite / so welcome home

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any proceeds from this album will be donated to the uk refugee council ♥♥♥

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released April 8, 2017

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EMERY AK Scotland, UK

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